Bad year

My grandmother has past away My uncle also is the same I and my bf has break up I go to my uncle's funeral His son owe "Ah Long" money When my uncle past away,"Ah Long" come my uncle house to find his son Fortunately,his son didn't come back Otherwise the consequence be disastrous I miss my grandmother If she still,she will teach me how to cooking And I will say with her about my friend in school If I talk with her in school I didn't eat She will say "u too thin,can't not eat,call your mother buy something for you to bring to school" Don't know how to say This time around a lot of unpleasant things My English is weak,if has wrong word,don't call me stupid,please:)